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So, this is the first day of school after the two week chrismtas vacation. I wasn’t really looking forward to it, and apparently not without good grounding. I’ve had only one class of English in which I had to write an essay on a given choice subject, mine being: ‘My dream of becoming a ‘real’ archeaologist in which I linked my path to the study with the story of Pinocchio with me being a puppet on strings at the Grafisch Lyceum and our slightly bulbous course manager being the Fairy Godmother. In any case, the whole thing of getting together with classmates again ended with me being fully occupied for the next two days with absolutely no respite… Between the normal college classes, finishing my last internship and staying awake due to severely bad nights(which won’t really get any better with 8:30 to 18:30 work days) I’ll have to jam a few hours tomorrow evening, decide what parts of the Zandhege project for Geldersch Landschap I am going to write for in the report, make lasagna with Leon, get my Dark Elf army ready and build a 2000 point armylist for a massive 6000 point 5 sided(Me,Leon,Bastiaan,Vincent,Nadie) Warhammer battle of Sunday. The thing is that I probably won’t have the time for any of these things in the coming three weeks leading up to my next internship, since the schedule is already bursting at the seams there. 12 exams in two weeks is way past the limit my brain can take… Had a nice vacation, not spectacularly interesting but had some fun times, which were direly needed. Christmas was fun: good food(got myself truly stuffed) lovely family(got to really meet Gerard’s new girlfriend), wonderful presents(got a pictorial book on archaeological sited across the world and one on the history of religion in the country, explained through archaeology) and a slightly weird visit to Hans who initially didn’t want us there because of Catherienes disposition and general mood(but that was suddenly fine when she left the house for a day of Harp shopping(yes, she bought no less than 12 harps for the local cultural centre)) Spend new-year with Nadie in Halsteren playing games(700p Warhammer, Senet, Elfenland) and having a good time. Nadie gave me my birthday present 26 days in advance because she couldn’t hold on to the awesomeness of 5 hand-made wooden dice in a burned and polished wooden case; a truly amazing present. During the holidays Steam had a maddening sale with huge discounts and giveaways every day. This resulted in me getting: ( These games... )But, yeah, that’s kind of enough for now. Thanks, Yanik
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Skip James-Devil got my woman | |
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For a long time I’ve been staying away from soaps and series of any kind. They are usually too unrewarding and taking the audience for fools, having to rely on cliffhangers and absurd plot-twists(if there ever was a plot to twist like a kitten in the first place). The last series I watched fully was the first season of Rome, which I thought was pretty snappy. Wonderful cast, good sence of history and a decent freshness while not going overboard with dramatics(or, at least that’s how I remember it). But yeah, there’s an exception: Downton Abbey. Set at the start of last century, its style is absolutely amazing. I love the detail put in the atmosphere, clothing and attitude as a whole. Showing the life at a Duke’s household it depicts both the ‘upstairs’ highborn and the ‘downstairs’ servants. Both filmed and displayed in completely different ways. Wodnerful their own, powerfull when the sides meet. An incredible cast delivers the intriguing contemporary plots in a believable way(women’s rights, industrialization, the change in the classed system and in the new season, the Great war). So, yeah, there’s something I’ll be looking forward to for the coming Saturdays! Also:Skysrim! 6 days to go. Am planning to get a new Pc sometime during this month. This once had its best time, and I’ll need a new one if it’s going to play the game even decently. Aaand, the list of books I got during these 11 months of silence. Green is finished, Blue is started in…yeah. Don Quichot(Doré illustrated) De Reuzen(Hellet, Serace, Wijgaard illustrated) Embyo(Jack Vance) Was giving his Sci-fi stuff a go, these are early works and Dutch on top of that, so… Een planeet vol Kash(Jack Vance) The Collected Poems of John MiltonThe Children of Man(P.J.James) Am in love with the movie, had to have the book. Malekith(Gav Thorpe)A Warhammer Black Library title, so meh. Can’t expect them all to be as good as the Darkblade series, still enjoyable. Redwall(Brian Jaques)a wonderful little story, with a cute and utterly British way of storytelling. A tad too childish for my tastes so I’ve put it down for now. It features an evil rat army though, yay! Lief Dier(Midas Dekkers) Dekkers never seaces to bring down humanity to the lowest creature on the planet, love it. The Cycle of Fire(Janny Wurts)Seemed to have a nice writing style and it had battling wizards, so it had to come with me. It doesn’t happen often that you get to buy an entire fantasy series for under €10. Turns out to be a great novel with awesome characters, so this is the one I’m currently I really am steadily reading in. And it’s a singed copy, woop. Mummies onder het mes(Maarten Raven) Lovely study of some inside peeks at highborn mummies. So, I’ll keep it to that for now. Late enough as it is. Thanks! Yanik
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Skip James-Hard time killin' floor blues | |
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The last half a year I’ve set down several times to write up something resembling a journal post. But, somehow, it never came to be. Either because I never finished them, or because a stroke of fait wouldn’t have me(power black-outs and such). But, I’ve got an hour and a half before I’ll have to give a presentation about our project group’s progress of the last few months. So, yeah, it’s been a busy year, with January and February’s internship at Bergen op Zoom’s archeology department. Which ended with a bad flue striking me down for the entire last week making me have still do a total of 6 weeks of intern during the summer break, which resulted in a less than well-rested me at the start of the semester. We’re closing that one off now, only this presentation and 3 more exams to go. 8 days of exams is a pretty harsh thing. During my stay in January I picked up on Tom Waits; he’s incredible, I can listen to his stuff for days on end. Also, I started to dig (HAHA PUN! Nevermind) deeper into the blues. After having listened to John Lee for a while now, I really got into Howlin’ Wolf. There are many words to describe his music, but I know that there are few ‘heavy’ bands that can blow you away the way he does. The earlier 30s/40s stuff has appealed to me incredibly as well. Son House, Robert Johnson and recently Skip James have made an incredible impact. So much so that I’ve started to play my guitar more zealously, practicing every day with a blues book I bought for that purpose(100 blues licks and chops will occupy me for a while). Besides that me and two classmates (Bastiaan and Maarten) are planning to get a practice room to do a sort of jam-band thing. Really looking forward to that, it’s been too long. Since around my birthday I’ve been into warhammer again, me and Leon started around the same time. I got myself a starters set Skaven(always loved the vermin) and he started off Wood Elves. Named my rat-clan after my favorite rat, Coll-Môr and based their color scheme on his: black, red and tan. I’ve got a pretty big army right now and am contend, so won’t have to buy anything for a long time(since, you know, moenies....). Nadie joined in as well and we got Bastiaan so far to start his Beastmen. Add to that Vincent who already has about 4 full-blown armies(yeah…) and we’ve got a pretty solid gaming group! Last month I set up a campaign with a ridicules amount of random encounters for Warband sessions. We’ve had two so far, but I was incredibly happy to see how well my thing has turned out: every flaw I could think of was backed up in the rules. It’s wonderful to be playing the game, creating the models and creating the story around them; there are so many sides to this hobby. Nadie isn’t in Deventer anymore though. Having waited for two years on the alternative medicine course, she made a decision and has gone to study translation in Maastricht. So, that’s a long journey between us. But the city is pretty damn amazing so I’ll have more reasons to go there often. She had to pick a second foreign language and chose French…which isn’t really her cup of thea, so we’ll see how that go’s. She obviously left an empty spot, since we just hang out allot. And though I’ve been doing board games, movies and warhammer with classmates and such, there’s nothing that replaces your sister. Since than I’ve been a bit more introspective than I’ve been for a while(hence the lessened urge to write these things). I’ve been thinking back of the many friends I’ve known throughout the years and how, pretty much every case, it was me who led them down, burning most bridges behind me. Maybe this is the natural way of things(or worse, mine) , but its left me uneasy. Only after this caused another flue attack during the autumn brake when I hadn’t slept properly for about a month, was I able to really gather myselve again. So that’s what you see here. it’s pieces of me, scupltd into another me! Or just the same me which I see in another light. Or not me, but someone else, pretending to be me, but let’s hope that I’m myself, makes thing that much easyer. I’d love to put down the may books I got myself this year(and how few I’ve actually had time to read!) but that’ll have to wait for a later time. Presentation time now. No fretting required! Really. Thanks, Yanik
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Hm, lovely. Yesterday I bought a book with the translations, transcriptions(from hieratic to hieroglyph) and accompanying theory of all chapters of the Book of the Dead of Ani. Am now sitting here cozily sipping my Earl Gray thee, while listening to the Buena Vista Social Club. Copying , transliterating the text and checking my translation with the one in the book. While in the snow-covered world outside birds gather their food and people stand in line for the Dickens Festival. This is the start of my Summer Vacation indeed! Starting with the first chapter of the Coming Forth by Day spells.
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So, this was a pretty good day. Lemme talk about that first, before skipping into something more volumous . So, after the pretty dreadful day with a visit from the landlord to ´measure the size of the rooms´, which pretty much came down to me guiding the imposingly tall and bony man through the building explaining the why´s of it all. I suspect our new roommate to be complained to them before even moving in. No, she was not a joke, sadly. In any case, today was better, obviously. After cleaning my room I called Marco Vermunt, who asked to do so if he hadn’t made contact with me himself before today. Herman had proposed me as a intern to him on Monday. And he agreed and is looking forward to it! I’ll have an internship in my birth town! This is awesome, and such a relief. Even though I’ll be able to start on January the 3rd, it’s still better than nothing at all. I can now consider these weeks till that time a vacation. To celebrate this I bought the Jethro Tull Aqualung Live CD, which is the first post 80’s Tull CD I’ve got, being recorded in ’04. It’s amazing to hear the entire album being played live in this way. Ian’s new voice takes getting used to when your used to pretty much anything pre 80’s…but it’s a nice change, since all the songs have been changed accordingly, giving them a different…sauce so to speak. A lovely listen and very interesting little facts from snippeds from interviews in-between. But what is more impressive, in my opinion, is the Under Great White Northern Lights DVD/CD documentary/live cd by the Stripes…. Man, is this beautiful. It captures the uniqueness of this band in all its aspects, giving answers to allot of the questions around them but maintaining its myth. It also shows the pure art these two put out. Spontaneous and unique mini-concerts all over Canada give insight in their power as a band their special relationship as a band. It really helps in explaining some of the lyrics…sometimes in quiet heavy ways. That last performance of White Moon was just baffling. Got to test some peanuts while in town, which is always a nice thing.:) So, I’ll be in Halsteren during Januari. This means I’ll be able to finally visit another Crossroads session an probably watch The Old Main Drag(Ruud and Harmony’s band), at last. Think it’ll be odd to be there for such a long time, ‘specially during my birthday, but fun as well.
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Well,scrap my shit. I just heard about the new Tomb Raider in development, simply tilted that. On the one end, I can´t believe this is done again: ‘ Lara Reborn’, ‘ A new begin ning’ ‘ Starting afresh’. Come on asses, you were supposed to revive the series when you got it! This was the same shit in ‘ 06 when you did..It took you two episodes and a prequel of a trilogy with a spin-off(which I didn’t get) to recognize you failed at that?! This is the third time(not counting the movies) that Lara’s ‘ origin’ get’s rewritten, the second time a supposed trilogy gets cut leaving us dangling with an unfinished storyline, this, I hate. It has been a nag of the series to overhaul Lara’s appearance in pretty much every release to adjust to the newest graphical possibilities, so I’ll take it for granted. So, now that that rave is over: the good stuff about this. It really does sound like something new this time around. Not an action/adventure/crime-fight/puzzle game. But a survival game with a more or less free roaming land where the player will have to find his way out with the skills Lara develops and the tools she finds, makes and upgrades. Lara looks like an actual 21-year old tough chick this time around, which (although I did like the way Legend, Anniversary and especially Underworld swung) is something special, since she’ll be less of a James Bond. In fact, that is kind of the turn they took with Casino Royal isn’t it? Need for food, water and protective gear to survive and…no more auto-aim, hell yeah! Sometimes I wonder if Lara should have died up there in Egypt, with the Last Revelation. It was epic, it was dark, it had closure. We haven’t really got a closing storyline since that game(this was 1999, mind you). Hail the victorious dead. ‘ Lara is dood, lang leve Lara’ as the Power Unlimited noted then. A fitting hero’s death. Then, I like how Chronicles just let’s you relive parts of her live and have that great feeling of what she did again. And even when she went all goth and came back to find her former master, and the one who left her for dead, murdered. I really taking her trough this time. Then came the ‘next-gen’ games, switching Core for Square-Enix and taking the series someplace else. That place was more professional, more stunning and also more mediocre. Especially Legend and in most cases Anniversary are just plain easy games. This didn’t refrain me from liking them, no, the story was great(even though, archeologically, crap) and you got to visit places on Earth that no other game would give to you in such splendor. So, I am skeptical, but excited. I know this company can take this game to a level of awesomeness it hasn’t known. I also know they are promising us the same shit again that has been promised to us for the last decade. So, in other game news: Spore won it over Two Worlds 2, so I bought that(even though it being more expensive) it turned out to be a great RPG with lovely quests and character development, incredible environments and awesome humor(not the 3rd barrier breaking, unnimersive kind of stuff like Sacred 2). Spore turned out to be incredible, but, I don’t think it’s very repayable… It was awesome to rise up with your critters and develop them, but once they hit space, you kind of got disconnected from them and all you got for an alter ego was your space ship(however awesome it may be). Getting send from one end from the galaxy to another to clear out 5 infected creatures on a planet the size of our country or fending off an alien space probe from butt-fucking your allies is fun, but gets old very, very fast. Two Worlds 2 isn’t a fully finished game however, and we are still waiting on a big patch.(although, what actually ís in the game works near flawlessly, excepting balances in some cases.) Now, playing Modern Warfare Black Ops with Marcel got me into FPS’s again and so I got out Jedi Academy again(after Halo2 failing me to work on Xp). I installed this mod, Movie Battles, which lets you refight the battles from every movie online. It’s freaking awesome.:) Check out the trailer on YouTube if you got the time. Thanks for readying, I’ll be off getting The Book of Eli today. |
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It suddenly strikes me as hilarious that I spent most of my life so far with trying to please others and get others to like me. While I shoved my personal pleasing to the background and there would never be a single person to hate me more than myself. Or so, I would hope. For there is a chance that I go thru life wearing down the patience and love of my near ones, to the point where I´ll even be lost to them. |
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That was awesome, Just had a warhammer game with Leon and Nadie in a Scenario I set up earlier today. It proved pretty stable, though with some obvious exploidable holes in the rules I guess, but I´ll work on it. They both seamed to enjoy it, so that’s nice. The goal was to capture an artifact from a temple and bring it to your exit-zone(which was the corner you stared in). A 500 point game, with 2 heroes. 25 points per round you possessed the artifact and 200 for bringing it home. Thinks went well at first for Leon who played Nadie’s Wood Elves(while she played her Lizardmen). Then Nadie’s Salamander bulged all over Leon’s scouts who had taken the artifact, sending them flying and leaving the artifact behind. By that time my hero had entered the scene and picked up the relic. The Scouts fled on and where obliterated by my bolt thrower and Nadie’s Salamander ate all it’s 3 retainer Skinks and ran away. I slowly made my way home with the relic while shooting devastating magic and bolts at Leon. Who’s general got charged by Nadie’s slowly advancing Saurus warrior horde with her Skink General. Leon chalanges and they take 3 turns in a fight while I easily make it to my side and wait around for their fight to finish while gathering points with the relic and whipping out both Leon’s Spellsinger and his Gladeguard. Nadie was spend and didn’t really want to play anymore, and hadn’t moved her group of Skink Archers the whole battle and didn’t care for going into any other battles after she defeated his general, which alone earned her more points than Leon. The end results were Leon: 60 Victory points(2turns in control of the artifact plus 1 of my spearmen who got unlucky) Nadie: 132 Victory Points for Leon’s nicely attired General. Me: 687 Victory Points(4 turns in control of Artifact, bringing it home an absurd amount of models and mounts of luck). I guess the scenario needs restrictions on cavalry, which is the thing that saved my General. But ohwell, fun game. Got them both at least slightly exited.:) Tomorrow Leiden, Egiptische Magie exhibition with Yvonne after which I’ll head back to Halsteren with her where we’ll wait for Nadie to go to our granddads birthday Sunday. Yups, lots of things to do again, yet internship is not in there. Had to call today to find out the person I was looking for again wasn’t there. No time really tomorrow to get things going…can’t do that stuff in the train. Crap. Sleep now. Am reading The Immortals by Tracy Hickman on recommendation of Nadie. It’s pretty damn good.
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We´re in for some hard times, so it seams.
PVV, CDA and VVD have created a coalition-agreement and, although it still has to be concluded upon, it doesn’t vote well. I won’t go into specifics, since I really don’t like to befoul this archive with politics. But this list of changes and rules they have collectively barfed out made me feel ashamed as ever to be Dutch. The shear ignorant and elitist tone of the xenophobic, money-driven bleached statements indeed sends the country back to the seventeen hundreds, our precious VOC mentality.
Walking the dreary, thinly crowded, market streets I cringed at all the cultures and difference in humanity passing by, which soon might be close to being outlawed. I couldn’t bare the thought of how many of these had family and friends that, within the weak, might get put to the border.
We’re speeding towards a ‘Children of Man’-future. This is as realistic as it ever was right now. Europe is sick, and we’re her poison. |

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